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cnstance (644710)

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hippie physical embodiment of love lost

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i wouldn't lie to you, blossom

Birthdate:

1976-04-13

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CONSTANCE MARIE ST. JAMES
❝in a little while, we'll only have to wave...❞

I've been racing for you, honey, but you take your love from under my feet the very moment I arrive. I hold the invitation in my hand. You smile and I don't understand when you tell me the writing ain't yours. You were the one thing I could count on, even if your apathy was what I expected. Oh darling, I waited and waited to feel your footsteps and to hear your breath - but maybe I just wanted someone to wait for. There's a spotlight of a holy kind; think it comes from somewhere up in the sky or from some far off lovely place. But this light never, ever, ever shone on me - at least as far as I could see, so I sat in the dark and I watched you. Now I just cry to myself when there's no one around, and I teach myself to walk backwards out of any given situation. Yes, I can be graceful and try not to step on my train and you don't have to say goodbye, but I'll be right here if you want to. Now I could paint your portrait if I never saw you again. When I am old, someone may ask me if I ever loved. And I will speak, but they won't recognize my words, they'll say I'm telling lies - and maybe I am. Maybe I am. All I know is you were ever in my mind. You were behind my soul each time I held it to the flame. You were ever in my precious thoughts. I'd leave a room of angels just to be alone, if only to say your name. I never told you I needed you, darling, like a rose needs the rain. How could you possibly know how much? So, I reach for your love like the moon and the stars: ever in my sight, ever out of touch. ❤❤

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